This is a snapshot of today and where I’m at with life. Smoking a lot of weed, acting out a lot (that black spot R of center is my poppers) and feeling driven to it.
It amazes me that I got out of the house today, got some errands done, and made it to my local coffee spot for an iced coffee. I walk inside, out of the heat into the calm coolness of the space. It occurs to me that this might be my favorite coffee shop. I appeals to me at every level, especially its swirling sensuality. I like how people look – educated, engaged, well-dressed.
I also feel accomplished having completed a major leaf-abatement phase out in the yard. It’s been hard work over about three weeks and about 20 leaf-bag’s worth of trimmings and rake-out. The place still looks a little rustic but now it feels more like a blank slate for more thoughtful landscaping.
Days & Hours of a Recovering Sex Addict 